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Susan March 8 at 10:37am
Hey girls,I just wanted to tell you
guys something that has been buggin me for the last couple of years.. well umm dunno how to say it but yeah so i don't go to cal poly anymore. i dropped out after the first year because i was struggling in school like i hated it and was not passing my classes. i had academic probation too and i just ended up dropping out cuz yeah. couldnt do it anymore...so all i did from then was work at my dads place and wen i stopped working there i just bummed it at home and then found a job in arcdia and was working there for full time till now part-time...started to go back to school feb 09' at PCC. i really wanted to tell you girls about it but felt ashamed about it because everyone graduated last year or graduating this year and what not. and everyone knows what they wanna do and i still feel lost and dont know what i wanna do with my future. im really sorry about lying to you all about it but i had to come clean sooner or later and its really hard to hide this wen everyones about to graduate at the end of this spring. and i also didnt want ppl to look at my differently either...like im below you guys..but probably am tho haha jk ok yeah so that was my confession. i love you all thats why i wanted to tell you guys. -susan
Wendy March 8 at 1:41pm
its okay love ^_- im in school and NOT
even close to graduating.
Helen March 8 at 2:06pm
yea, don't worry about it susan. you shouldn't feel ashamed. even though i graduated already, i'm still trying to figure out what i want to do. and i'm bumming at home half the time. with my mom nagging at me to get a better job.
Susan March 8 at 4:04pm
thanks wendy LOL :)and thanks helen. yeah i know i should be ashamed but its still better to have your degree now than later lol. that sucks your mom keeps nagging you. tell her its the recession thats why u cant find another job haha thanks girls. love you girls♥
Karen March 8 at 5:03pm
aww susan..u can tell us n e thing. yea, i am trying to graduate this year but from seeing how it is...even graduating from college is hard as in finding a job. at least u have a job right now. for me, it is going to be a long struggle since my gpa isnt that high as most ppls who r going to pharm. sometimes i lost hope but since my parents r comparing me to their friends kids...it makes me feel bad cuz i dont know if i can make it in life. susan...u r going to pcc??? imma go sign up n join u o.o....i need to go back to college n get my bio side done with speech :D
Tiffany March 8 at 5:20pm
Yeah Susan, don't be afraid to tell us or talk to us about anything. You know we're all here for each other. That's what friends are for. It relieves a lot of stress for you if you let us support you and talk to you about things you're having a hard time with. It took me a long time to figure out what I wanted to do with my life and I still feel sad that it took me that long, because if I didn't take that long I would've finished undergrad in 3 years. Don't worry too much about schooling. It's even hard to find a job right now with a college degree. Just do it at your own pace. Don't feel like you have to graduate just because everyone else is. You know we'll still be here for you no matter what. If I learned anything in life, it's that friends don't judge, and friends always have each other's backs no matter what. I ♥ you dearr! :)
Wendy March 8 at 5:22pm
hahah you know what? theyre asian! theyre FOREVER comparing their kids to other kids. trust man, trust! hahha
Ginger March 8 at 7:05pm
my dear dear susan i was on probation too YAY for probation but school will always be there, sometimes life happens it's all gravy love i didn't go to school for a year to go soul searching so it's okay :] imma not grad anytime soon so we're on the same boat. know that we'll all support you dont feel ashame for anything we ♥ you muchos!!!
Quyen March 8 at 8:21pm
Omg Susan I never want u to feel that way about something like that. I'm only upset that you would even think we would look at u any differently bc of the situation. We all love u, nothing is gonna change how we feel about u, unless u try to beat me up then I dunoe ......I'm sorry u felt like u couldn't tell us about this sooner, in case u don't already know ur a great friend to all of us and ur still my friend and im annoying as hell to be around. And wendy talks about random stuff and ur a great friend to her. And jeanny got a stalker cuz shes dress way too sexy but ur still great to her :) hehehe I'm glad u told me/us :) we care way too much about u for something like this to change our mind.
Quyen March 8 at 8:27pm
Again if u give me attitude like u did to that promoter dude then I'm gonna chge my mind really quick,just in case u didnt get that messge in my 5page essay...
Shoana March 8 at 9:23pm
hey, i'm a yr bhind, there's only so many ppl that schooling actually goes perfect for, set backs are bound to happen to everyone. sry i'm not as profound and mushy as everyone, you're awesome susan, nuff said.
Susan March 8 at 9:36pm
KAREN: thanks dear! love yous too! yeah you should join me after you graduate then haha. we can carpool hahaTIFF: yeah im glad i can talk to u guys about this...and that we can talk about things like this without any judgement lol. :] love you tiff!WENDY: yeah i know what you mean my parents always talking about my relatives kids haha. GINGER: thanks gingie yay we're taking our time to graduate haha. :] love you!QUYEN: yeah i know i wanted to tell you guys about it sooner but everyone was so into school and i was like so not haha. i shoulda known you guys would encourage me and what not. haha love you!PS: LOVE ALL YOU GIRLS!!! IM SO LUCKY I HAVE YOU GIRLS IN MY LIFE♥ SO MUCH FEEDBACK OF SUPPORT... MAKES ME WANNA GIVE YOU GUYS HUGS AND KISSES ALL DAYY LONG♥ HAHA
Susan March 8 at 9:38pm
SHOANA: haha thanks love! its cool i still love you! hehe
Jeanny March 9 at 12:24am
so much love.. i lvoe it! believe it or not susan.. this made my day :) it was like a gf moment... :D. but yes. dont fret gf.. like i said..i had my share of school drama too... and you know what.. i dont think imma finish this year either...i took a few quarters off... i needed time off.. but i didnt tell n e one either...so yea.... n trust me...i had a lot of controversy with the fam cuz i took time off... it was a hectic time for me... really hectic....but yea... im on my own page now...n no one can stop me!! hahah..sometimes you have to go off course to find ur way :)but i love you susan! and we shalll hang out soon :D
Susan March 9 at 12:38am
JEANNY: hahah so funny that this made your day but im glad i was part of it haha :X chesseeyyy haha omg i love that we can share all this then cuz i didnt know u took a few quarters off...i guess its good i shared this cuz this just makes all of us closer. :) hehelove you too jeanny!!♥ yes must hang out soon. must hang out with all the girls soon. hehe round 2 for helen? haha jk
Ginger March 9 at 1:14am
round 1 for me and 2 for helen :]
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Aren't they great?! love love themmm...hahah i wish i coulda told them sooner...but even wen it happened i wasnt even that close to them to begin with you know...so thats why i didnt see teh point...the only ones i felt like i needed to tell them were my closest friends...which were at some point....wendy and quyen....then i didnt see them as much...and then from then on it was jeanny and karen...my besties... :P hahah all the other girls i didnt see often so yeah...i even felt bad that i stopped trying to hang out with wendy and quyen back then wen i got with jax....part of it was cuz wen u have a bf u spend most your time with him....but other reasons id idnt wanna try was cuz they were always kinda tlaking about school and i felt bad that i dropped out and couldnt really say anything about it and felt even worst lying about it....
now i feel so free and now that my friends know i dont mind other ppl knowing. cuz i didnt talk much about it b4 cuz it might get back to the girls and stuff.
dang this really only happened because on helens bday, kiwi asked me what school i went to and i had to say pcc cuz wendy was in the car so she would kinda be like wow shes lying if i said soething else nah mean. and tiff was in there and she even asked me susan i thot u went to pcc. and i didnt answer her cuz kiwi kept talking to me about school. so yeah. anyways imma go now.. lates
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