SIA- BREATHE ME

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

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this song is on repeat<3

I heard this song on Pandora and I fell in love with it..its very deep and kinda depressing but i guess its kinda the way ive been feeling lately. so sick of my life..i hate going to school. i wish i had a job because ive been broke for the longest time...i have a dentist app to either get my cavities filled or get a root canal and im scared of the pain and the cost cuz i cant even afford it and my parents dont wanna help me pay for it. uggh...i know i shouldnt rely on the for money but i dunno i guess i just want the support or that they care. all they tell me is to wait and not get it fixed wait till i find a job that can pay for my dental work o_O waiting it out will just likely mess up my teeth. they dont really care for oral care so they dont think it is a priority. they dont even think health is a priority until it "hurts" like my parents are supposed to get a hep b test but they have yet to even ask or be concerned about it. my bro and sis have it and i guess my mom passed it down to them....anyways this is a longer post than expected i need to get back to hw.. :(

Happy Chinese New Year

The Year of the Rabbit! I heard its bad luck when its your zodiac year. :[ i hope its not true. so far i think its kinda good luck because a lot of stuff happening with my fam right now. but i guess i found out some good news today. but i wont mention much since this blog is public. hehe.

Nail Polish Storage

so i was watching a youtube video of TiffanyD's nail polish storage and I thought her idea to store her polishes were great. So I went to target to get the snap on container organizer. :) It was a bit pricey though. $11.99 O.o but it comes with 2 storage bins lol. Now I can see all the colors of my polishes a lot easier :) i dunno what to use this pink tin for now.

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