update

I haven’t been writing much on my blog anymore. I guess I just got lazy and abandoned it haha. Hmm so I got better from my fever a while ago it took just a weekend for me to get better. :] so yeah today was the most annoying thing of my LIFE!!! I was in this group with these 2 guys. One didn’t talk much fine with me didn’t bother me or anything. But this mofo talks so much shitttt like omg. I’ve talked to him this one time a couple of weeks ago and we were cool and everything but today he keeps asking me why im so shy and don’t talk that much and how he wants to bring me outta my shell and shit. Like seriously are u trying to fucken hit on me or something. He later asked me if I had a bf and I said yeah for 2 and a half years and hes like danggg have u cheated on him yet. Im like now. O_O and hes like I don’t believe you….and hes like imma help you cheat or something and later he started to say how im all fine and shit and how he would go for me. And im like okayyyy….. thanks? Ughhh man I only have 3 more days in that class and I cant believe this is my last impression of the class…like he never bothered me before but I guess cuz this is the first time I was in his group.

Anyways this last weekend didn’t do much.

July 24 Friday// Huntington Beach

Went to the beach with some of the girls and other people. Some ppl met up at my house at like 11am. Headed to the beach…I rode with tiff and the other 2 drivers were wendy and marcel. But yeah it was alright just sat under the umbrella most of the time. I guess im not that sociable because at the beginning all the girls were just sitting and talking but when some people met up with us….eveyrone started to form groups and talk but I ended up being alone. :(…..thats why I wanted to leave early with tiff….. The worst thing of my life again was when I got this fucken ugly ass tank top tan!!! Well sunburn but dude its gonna look nastyyyy in a couple of days.

July 25 Saturday// Pool party

Sat was supposed to go to nancys apartment thing. But no one really called or text me to go so I was like eh w/e. later that day jax came over and we were just watching tv. My bro called me and asked if I wanted to go swimming and I said okay so I got ready and headed to sandys house. It was mostly just lungs friends there but didn’t really talk to them. So me and jax got into the pool and I was shy at first to start swimming…but eventually I learned how to float and swim under water. Its funny cuz I saw this guy I used to go to hs with..danny something that hangs out with Michael lac and them ppl. Dunno if he noticed who I was cuz he didn’t say anything and I I didn’t say anything to him either. =p after we finished swimming and eating we left cuz it was kinda awkward haha. Later that night we went to jimmy’s house to play wii games. It was kinda fun cuz we won a lot of the games :)

July 26 Sunday// Movie night

Jax came over and picked me up… we went to eat at mr chopsticks. Then went to watch the proposal. It was a nice chick flick. After that watched half of the movie, the ugly truth. It was alright movie. Katherine hiegel always plays the same character. The control freak and all that.

im so sick of being sick... :(

so the past couple of days ive been sick yo. well i think monday morning or so i woke up with a sore throat.....i wore my retainers that night and i kinda believe that wearing the retainers was the culprit that got me sick...i hate my retainers with a passion!!! i KNOW THEY ARE DIRTY AND FILLED with GERMS. but what can i do to clean that mofo. lol but yeah it has dried up saliva....o_O i dunno anywho. omg i still have a sore throat and now i think i cough a little....so this sickness is turning into a cold? i guess. :( yday i felt really bad and tired...i came home and ate lunch with my parents then knocked out for 2 hrs.! i usually cant take naps. i dunno esp cuz of this heat this summer....oh man i hate summer sometimes esp when its this hot and no ac at home. so im sitting in the library doing my hw. :P

anyways last weekend was 2 parties...mmmm....friday night was Terrance's bday party. it was alright...didnt drink that much cuz jeanny was entertaining her guests. she had to take shots with ppl since terrance was done for the night and didnt wanna drink anymore. lol the end of the night she was so drunk and he was so sober. hahah.... the next night was cuong, simon, and jimmy's grad party....and it was whatever...didnt really feel like a party...just like a kick back. i played beer pong for the first time with karen and we lost by one cup!! :( later i played again with simon as my partner and we killed the other team haha :) but yeah that was it.

the end

my sister leaving..

my older sis is leaving cali on monday. i helped her pack all her stuff today and she just left. i gave her a hug goodbye and told her to call me when she gets there. my family doesnt hug that much but it was one of those moments you have to hug. lol when i walked back to my room after she left i burst in tears. i know sometimes i dont get along with her but we were pretty close sisters. esp since annie left to davis. :( now i dont have any sisters to talk to. jeh jeh said she needed to leave cali cuz she wants a fresh start and shes only known cali and wants to leave to a different state to find better opportunities. she said she would come back every other month to visit. but thats something i could believe cuz when lil man and annie left they hardly came back to visit. they only come back for holidays. :(

man i feel so lonely...even tho jeh jeh is never home most of the time. now its gonna be forever. and then lung and sandy are gonna buy a new house soon. and im gonna be the only one left at home :( i need to figure out what im gonna do with my life.