"Spring Break"

So everyone was on their spring break this past week. and all i did was school/work. the most eventful days were WED & THURS

WED/ Wendy's bday party @my casa.

so wendy text me tuesday afternoon and asked if she can have the party at my house. i was kinda caught off gard. and have a tendency to please ppl and just say yes. so i said ok but lemme ask my parents. but a couple mins later she mass text everyone and said its gonna be at my house and i didnt even have a chance to ask them since im at work. -_-" so w/e. so i asked my parents about it when i came back from work. they were kinda >:/ angry but what are u gonna do. so i said its gonna be held outside so we wont be in their way.

so the party was alright...kinda boring. lol since im so used to parties having liquor and that night there was only one bottle of bacardi. it was kinda lame. and dude that drink was freaken NASTYYY!!! yO! i took 2 shots of that shit and threw the hell up!! hahah. first it was just in my cup then i walked to the grass and threw up. some idiot decides to bring bacardi was so stupid lol.

THUSDAY/ Clubbin' with the ladies @Kress

okay so i thot i would never step into a club in my life again right? but EVERYONE kept asking me to go. so i gave into peer presure like last time lol. 1)Nancy called and told me to go 2)tiff text me to go 3) karen text me if i was going 4)jeanny asked me if i was going. so i kept chatting with tiff on AIM and she convinced me to go. she said she would take care of me if i dont wanna dance. and stay with me the whole time. she said she knew how i felt about clubbing. of course...she knew about how i walked out of the club cuz i couldnt do it. and i guess she went thru that too when she first went clubbing with her bf.

anywhooo so i finally said that ill go. so after work i ate some food then picked up jeanny and we got ready together. helen came to pick us up. oh yeah it was a girls night so ppl that went were: me, jeanny, karen, nancy, tiff, helen, wendy, hang, ginger, quyen. after they picked us up we went to hangs house..chilled..took a shot of patron, picked up tiff. headed to the club took a sip of jegger dunno how to spell. then went to the club. i felt a lil buzzed but still nervous haha. later we find out that its just a lounge not really the club. lol so we just sat there on the couch for a bit. drink someone elses drink LOL. so i felt a lil tipsy the rest of the night. we danced for the most part of the night and took a lot of pics. hangs friend bought alot of us drinks :)

SAT & SUN

went out with jax. i dunno why we're not as close anymore. maybe we're 2 very different ppl. but i mean we were always different....even b4 we dated. i already knew that. i guess he was saying that it seems like i have alot more fun without him. he said ive been alot bitchy-er towards him. everything he says i just give him attitude. Sunday night we had a deep talk about "us" and where its going. it came to a point when he said "theres only 2 things we can do now....work things out...or break up" i dunno i almost cried at 3 different times of talking to him. i told him i wanna work things out. he told me if anything he will still be my best friend. lol and then i said you know best friends cant kiss and stuff. lol and hes like yeah we can on the cheek! and i said if i date some dude hes not gonna like that lol. he said he just wants me to be happy and if im happy with some other guy hes happy for me. awwww.... how sweeet. for the most part of the convo. he was mostly talkin cuz i didnt know what to say. and he wanted to have that convo just to know whats going on with me and why im being the way i am....so yeah i guess we're gonna work things out. :)

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Recap of the week

March 17, St. Patty's Day!

haha i dont even celebrate St. Patty's Day. lol but Marcel text me the night b4 and asked if i wanted to go to their lil party they were having at paolo's house. :p i wasnt really that interesting in going but wed the next day we didnt have so school so its ok to kick it or something. i asked jax the next day if i should go and he kinda acts that anywhere im invited to he is too and yeah. i guess we're at that stage in our relationship that we do that. but since we had that "little breakup" im kinda wanting to be more independent. and i wanna try to do things without him. For instance, my dad asked me if jax has saturday off so he can take me to pick up annie. i kinda snapped LOL and said what i have to go everywhere with jax or something and hes like no i just dont want u to get lost.

anyways so yeah in the end jax convinced me to go and said hes not jealous that i go and its gonna be a bunch of guys lol. and i said i would just drop by and it was like 9pm when i dropped by and i left at 12ish lol. to me dropping by is just an hr or so but i had like 2 shots and a beer so i needed to sobber up. the 2 shots were technically just one shot since both were half shot glasses haha. anyways the party was alright. i kinda met 2 guys that went to the same middle school was karen! haha isnt that funny?? and when i told karen about it she said that she had a crush on one of them back in the day! hahah the ppl that were there were marcel, paolo, richard "marcels friend", chris, gene, tiffany, ginger, and allen.

March 19th Thursday// Jax's Grandma's bday & Jimmy's Graduation

After work Jax came to pick me up and then we headed to dinner with his family. His grandma looked so happy to see me haha. Jax was sitting next to her and i was next to jax and it was funny cuz she patted his head and then i patted his head haha. she thought i was the same age as Jessica -_-" when i saw jax's sisters jessica and anna they both gave me a hug :) but yeah dinner was ok. me and jax were the oldest "kids" there and everyone else were hs kids and younger haha and they kept fighting for the food.

afterwards we walked around and saw a bunch of kids at nubi and i was joking with jax that hey lets go hang out with those kids over there. haha and then jax goes hey that looks like gary and i said no way that guy looks way bigger and when we were walking away from nubi we saw gary! hes like jax &susan! and jax was like speak of the devil! haha

then we went to meet up with jimmy and them at MPV seafood. we ate with his family too haha. the guys there were jimmy, jusitn, tony, cuong, and kevin. after dinner we just kicked it at the parking lot and talked a lil bit. they wanted to do something afterwards but no one said anything so me and jax just went home.

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Helen & Ginger's 22nd Birthday!

UPDATE:

SAT: 030709 HELEN's & GiNGER's 22nd BiRTHDAY :)

Let's see...so Jeanny & Terrance came to pick me up at like 7:30pm and we kinda talked about jax and the problem...both jeanny and terrance were like arguing wtih each other about it. she was on my side and he was on his side. -_-" just like guys to have each other's backs. but w/e

we had dinner at this weird hot pot place....what a disappointment...everything there was hella expensive!! we ordered one hot pot for 6 ppl at it was already $50. i ended up having one piece of meat and 3 pieces of lettuce and rice. and i paid $10. the ppl that were there were: me, Helen, Jeanny, Terrance, Cory, Karen, Shoana, Philip, Tiffany, Jonathon, Nancy, and Wendy. thats alot of ppl huh? thats like all the girls except quyen and ginger and they didnt go since ginger had her party.

after dinner the obvious ppl left and so me, jeanny, terrance, nancy, and wendy went to gingers bday parrty....i thot it was gonna be awkward cuz u know i dont talk to her that much but yeah so we got there everyone was already wasted! it was like 10:30pm and ginger&quyen was like hugging us all even when we were still in the car...they seemed so happy when we got there....the first thing we did was take a shot with the bday girl! :) jeanny blurt out that im single now...and everyone was like whaaa?? and saying omg finally! ginger was saying i can do alot better than him...and she said no offense but i think he was holding you back. quyen looked happy that we broke up too cuz i always had that feeling she never liked him.

the party was so much fun! i had a good time even tho i was single haha. i was kinda drunk too and i didnt have to throw up. :P i think im bring more tolerant with alcohol now. i guess cuz the past 3 weeks ive been drinking every weekend. :) so most of them i kicked it with jeanny at the party! of course partna in crime yO! and talked to marcel alot too. haha hes sucha good friend he text me when i got home to see if i got home safely. haha and i was so drunk that i called my ex and told him about the party. :P and i told him that marcel was texting me haha. after i hung up on jax i knocked out :)

SUNDAY 030809

went out on our first date again with jax. it was so awkward and stuff. didnt have much to talk about. we went to the beach and just sat there and watched the waves. i told him to write me something on the sand and he wrote..."i still love you susan, will you be with me again?" and i was kinda like aww...and thot it was kinda soon when we never really talked things out with the whole situation. like we didnt fix anything so how can u ask me to be with you so fast. i shoulda said that but it was so sweet that i couldnt just say no. after the beach we went to eat at Olive Garden.

TUESDAY 031009

after work i went to meet up with jax to get some boba and talked and stuff...then went to eat at tofu house and walked to that little gift shop and i bought this hello kitty key holder....and he bought me a hello kitty thing for my phone :) then we went to sit on a bench and talked everything out. we told each other how we felt about everything and i guess it just was perfect again. :) i told him that it was awkward at the beach and he said yeah he knows he can be awkward at times and he was like that cuz he felt weird that i was not his gf at that time.

The End.

Better in Time

Leona Lewis- Better in Time

so today i broke up with jax. he did something that really hurt me and i just couldnt trust him again. it was really hard. i didnt want to do it but how can i be with someone that i cant even trust. he said hes gonna try to earn his trust back and i guess will still try to win my heart back. but i dunno. it feels weird cuz i thot i would be really really sad about it...but now that ive done it...i really dont feel anything. or maybe it just hasnt hit me that we're broken up but i dunno...im listening to emo songs right now but its not making me cry or think about him. o_O

i talked to jeanny about everything. im so glad i have her to talk about these things...she was really helpful with what i should do. i loveee her soo much!! <3

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party hardy! lol

So last night went to this girl Renee's bday party. it was pretty cool i guess. i took a couple of shots and played beer pong with johnny and david and jax was my partner. and he had to drink all the beers that we lost. lol i only had 2 cups cuz he looked like he was getting drunk fast. it was funny cuz u dont expect a girl to be good at it....and i got more balls in the cup then jax haha. >:P i drank enough to get buzzed but didnt have to puke. lol when i was almost sobering up i told biggy to take a shot with me haha. but yeah we stayed way too long at the party lol....most ppl left at 12-1ish cuz all the alkie was gone...why stay longer lol. we carpooled with jimmy, kevin, tony,phat and steven...but david and phat traded spots in cars cuz david wanted to stay longer...and we had to stay longer cuz the single guys wanted to stay longer to kick it with the girls. o_O but they said it was david that wanted to stay longer for renee...cuz u know lol. there were mostly guys at the party haha. i saw like 5 girls there....what a hoeee....hahah jk at the end of the night david was being soOoOooooOo annoyinggggggg.......he was all loud and omg. when i got home i just knocked out.

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