so many dreams..

so lately i've been having a lot of dreams...so weird. the last 2 that i remember was about my family. the first one was about Lung getting married. so we all got ready for the wedding it was basically just like the family get together in the house...and i guess everything was going alright until we got to the wedding part and there was like a delay in the wedding...we were missing one person from the wedding and that was LUNG! haha so crazy huh...everyone was calling and texting him and we had to like postpone it a little like stall the wedding. how sad huh?? im guessing i dreamt this cuz lung has been looking for a house to buy with sandy...so in my head they were getting pretty serious but still havent been engaged or married so yeah...how weird huh?

my next dream was about Annie. i dreamt that she changed when she came back from davis. like she started dating this bad boy and had piercings and what not...and she came back with an ugly piercing in the nose...its one of those between ur nose like how u have a ring on a cows nose...it was disgusting hahah...i was like are u serious annie? why would u do that? and i guess she had influences from the guy she was dating...and part of me probably dreamt that cuz she's been on and off with that boy chris. and the time i talked to her about him...they weren't even together...and they didnt even spend nye together. =( but yeah and ive seen new pics of her having fun with a group of friends and there were guys in the group so i assume maybe one of them like her haha who knows. but yeah ....random dream too

maybe i have nothing else to think about so i dreamt about everyone else around me lol.

i've been reading the book "Dear John" and its so good. im half way done. im so bad at spoilers tho..cuz i looked through the chapters and read what its gonna be about it..and it makes me sad cuz theres not gonna be a happy ending :(

havent seen my friends lately. i havent tried to talk to any of them or make any plans cuz i dunno...i dont have a car right now cuz its in the shop. but even if i had no car...i usually can get around with someone picking me up haha...maybe i dont try either since i have no money to go out as well...the only person that has been asking me to hang out is Jeanny...shes asked me to hang out like 3 times already and ive been declining the whole time...i guess cuz everything she asks me to do is to go drink or smoke hooka...and i guess im not in the mood to do that stuff anymore...its not like i have anything better to do but i dunno...the ppl she goes with is kinda like...im not even gonna have fun with them so why bother haha.

anyways Karen's bday is next saturday..and i kinda asked her to hang out but i dunno if she really wants to...its like i have to beg her to hang out...and who wants to do that. nancy responded to what i said too and said we should do something too. thats funny..i guess only me and nancy kinda care about her.. no one else really talks to her. =P well i havent talked to her much lately either since i dont go on AIM anymore. its kinda boring on aim anyways theres no one to talk to haha

this past friday and sat...hung out with the boyfriend. friday we made shrimp alfredo...it was pretty good. :) on saturday| i finally got ready after not leaving the house in forever. haha so we went to the mall so i can pick up a bday present for karen. and we were gonna watch Avatar but it was sold out!! crazyy everywhere has been sold out. after the mall we went to eat ramen at that pucca place on las tunas. then went to Jimmys house to plan taboo. it was w/e...b4 we went there jeanny text me to hang out and i was like jax doesnt wanna go drinking...and she told me he's holding me back..and that we should be having fun now cuz wen we're older we wont be doing those stuff ...its so funny cuz she ALWAYS uses that on me that we have to be having fun now cuz later we wont do that stuff...i dunno im not always in that party mood. im kinda like w/e lazyness hahah.

this was a pretty long entry about my nothingness hahah alright im out!