Better in Time

Leona Lewis- Better in Time

so today i broke up with jax. he did something that really hurt me and i just couldnt trust him again. it was really hard. i didnt want to do it but how can i be with someone that i cant even trust. he said hes gonna try to earn his trust back and i guess will still try to win my heart back. but i dunno. it feels weird cuz i thot i would be really really sad about it...but now that ive done it...i really dont feel anything. or maybe it just hasnt hit me that we're broken up but i dunno...im listening to emo songs right now but its not making me cry or think about him. o_O

i talked to jeanny about everything. im so glad i have her to talk about these things...she was really helpful with what i should do. i loveee her soo much!! <3

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