My birthday in 3 days..

Currently listening to: Call me maybe_Carly Rae Jepsen

I have neglected my blog since I've been really busy. I actually should be studying for my history test tomorrow. ekk... but i always post pone it cuz i don't wanna read. Anyways life has been whatever at times. I think about how lonely I am... I kinda wish I had a bf again, but I'm probably not ready for anything serious right now. =/ I still talk to my ex randomly...He called me this week I think just to chat, but I was running late to class so didn't have a chance to talk to him. I didn't say I would call him back but probably shoulda called him back He just recently bought a house so he needs help on his electrical work so he asked me for help and asked me to ask my bro in law if he can check it out. I think its kinda weird since we're not together anymore so my bro in law doesn't really have an obligation to do this but i dunno i just asked him if he can help him out. Oh yeah and he also called to wish me a happy early bday :) He asked me who I'm inviting to my bday and I was like why do you ask that? Do you want to go or something? And he said no its ok. I dont know why he asked that maybe to ask if its any boys o_O like hes jealous. but w/e...

I'm actually not inviting any boys out this year. I dont think I really have any close guy friends anymore. Chris kinda is my only guy friend and im cool with the rest of his guy friends like alvin but sometimes I dont really know what to say to them without Quyen being there. Alvins friend Chano asked me what I was doing for my bday and i said clubbing sat and lunch on sunday. Its kinda funny that he thought he was invited when i never asked him to come out. He said he will try to come out to Mystudios.

So my birthday is in 3 days. Planning to do a clubbing event on Saturday night at Mystudios. I hope it goes well since last year my bday I barely made it to the club....got kicked out for being so intoxicated....so lame haha i just threw up everywhere but was pretty clean about it. hahah... Sunday I'm going to have brunch with the girls...its gonna be a tea party :) It should be fun :) since we never done that before. I was kinda tired of having bday dinners since thats what we been doing this year with all the girls bday so it gets boring. and also this is the first year with no bf paying for my dinner....i kinda feel bad for the girls paying for my bday but then again it probably gonna happen at lunch. but lunch should be cheaper? i dunno. But I guess we do that for everyones bday so thats why its fair.

There's a lot more drama that I wanted to talk about but this is the most recent drama/stuff happening right now. More to come: girlfriend drama, work drama, car problems. Ughhh FML! I need to find some better days.

PS: Forgot to mention my daily routine: work, school gym. poop lol jking about the poop but its in there with the routine haha. man I hope I lose weight...the gym membership better be worth it! $320 for 2 years.

Enjoy some random pictures from the past month. :) Includes the April babies bdays (Nancy and Jeanny) ^_^

peace out,
Susan

Your life is a gift. Accept it. No matter how screwed up or painful it seems to be. Some things are going to work out as if they were destined to happen. As if they were just meant to be.

Jordin Sparks_ It takes more

Tell me what happened this time
Made you come back again
I find out only see you when luck deserts you
If this is your idea of happiness
Then let's be clear
Those words of yours ain't working anymore

Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you

You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no, no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for

I know you're busy so if you gotta go
Then go but don't forget to leave my heart
I stayed around for you but
You're no where to be found now
Once again here you are

Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you

You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no-no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for

I've settled for less
When I stayed with you but no more
Cause you aint worth waiting for, ooh, uuuuh

You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
(Don't you know it takes much more)
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
(Waiting for you, no, no, no, no)
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no-no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for

(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes more
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes much more
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes much more
You're the only one not worth waiting for

You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no
Don't you know it takes much more
No-no, no more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain, no, oh
Don't you know it takes much more, oh

been missing him but also trying to get over him..=(

Better in Time

Listening: Better in Time_Leona Lewis

I'm listening to Shontelle station on pandora and man all the songs make me think of him. We broke up less than a week ago and I know I wanted this but i do miss him. It's weird when we were still seeing each other I never thought about him but now I do cuz I'm thinking of the good times and gonna miss not having a bf anymore :( Ugh so sad gotta stop thinking about it..

Food Poisoning continue

Wednesday morning around 3am my stomach was grumbling and my tummy was hurrting really bad went to the rest room and had diarrhea again. it was so horrible might be tmi but it was dark green yucky! looked like poison so disgusting. and then in another 40 min went to rest room for a second time. :( in teh morning i woke up with still a stomach ach grumbling decided to go to the doc cuz i couldnt handle it anymore. the doc said i had food poisoning and got my meds 1 was for anti biotics to kill the bacteria and 1 was for my diareah. I shoulda took it wen i got it but i had school afterwards so went home and ate and took my meds. and i havent had to poop since. what a relief! i had to pooop at the doc before i saw him. had to poop at school went home pooped twice and that was the last time. my meds are getting me pretty drowsy tho so i cant really focus all that much :/ but better than pooping

Food Poisoning

Sunday I went to eat at Gin Sushi with Jackson. I treated him out to dinner because he helped me with my Philosophy exam last week. We ordered a couple of different sushi, but everything was WRONG!! I can't believe they sent us the wrong stuff, because almost everytime we go to gin sushi I am satisfied. I wanted this lobster roll i had last time with my fam but i got a hand roll o_O yuck its huge and hard to eat...forreals who would order that in a hand roll O_O!!! Another thing I ordered was the Dragon Roll which is supposed to be avocado and eel on cali roll....which came out to be RAW Salmon on top of cali roll... of course i just sucked it up and ate w/e they gave us but since i wasnt sure about my rolls i didnt question it even tho jackson thought the same thing. and he ordered another side of shashimi salmon which is ALL RAW stuff...

The reason why I am so angry about my dinner was because later that night i caught a huge FOOD POISONING!!! I woke up at 1am threw up my dinner...i was feeling cold, shivering, and i had a hard time falling asleep. i woke up at 3am again and thew up again. went to sleep. woke up at 7am contemplating to go to school or not since i was feeling so SHITTY. but i went anyways because i didnt wanna miss a lab or get lost in class for missing class. my body was aching when i was at school like sitting there hurt so bad. after school i went to pick up some pepto bismal and tylenol. When I got home, I tried to eat a hot pocket. It was hard to eat because I had no appetite and everything I ate I was scared that I would throw it up. after that I took a pepto bismal and knocked out for 3 hrs!!! thats the longest nap I ever had... woke up around 6ish took a shower and ate dinner then took those Asian medicine balls. Oh yeah i had diarea throughout the day too I forgot to mention hahah :X but yeah anwyays I fell alseep around 8:30 and woke up at 3ish because I slept practially the whole day and night. I emailed my boss telling him I wouldnt make it to work and he said it was fine.

This morning I felt a lot better, I probably coulda went to work but since I already called it off it was a good day just to relax. I had just a lil diarea this morning but I think I'm okay now....THANK GOD!!! it was the worst feeling of my life!!!!

p.s. I still don't know if it was cuz of the food poising from the sushi or because of the diet pills (Alli) that I was taking I started on Sat and sun...I havent taken it since sunday... kinda scared to use it again cuz it coulda been the culprit too :/

boring summer days

[My last event with the girls...Jessica's bday]

Back to my boring life. I had summer school starting two weeks ago but last week I dropped the class..stat 50 was too hard. :( maybe i shouldnt have dropped it but it was too hard too much to learn in a week and my first exam i already got a 41%. I need to find a job so I will have something to do in the summer. Everyone is gone now... Karen is in Ohio for an internship. Nancy just left to VN for some volunteer work. everyone else has a job and what not. :( I miss my girls..I dont hang out with them as much anymore. But I guess I'm gonna grab some drinks with tiffy this week cuz i text her to catch up and stuff :)

summer days are usually supposed to be fun. I guess I should start making plans :P but im so lazy and im so broke boooooo....