Food Poisoning continue

Wednesday morning around 3am my stomach was grumbling and my tummy was hurrting really bad went to the rest room and had diarrhea again. it was so horrible might be tmi but it was dark green yucky! looked like poison so disgusting. and then in another 40 min went to rest room for a second time. :( in teh morning i woke up with still a stomach ach grumbling decided to go to the doc cuz i couldnt handle it anymore. the doc said i had food poisoning and got my meds 1 was for anti biotics to kill the bacteria and 1 was for my diareah. I shoulda took it wen i got it but i had school afterwards so went home and ate and took my meds. and i havent had to poop since. what a relief! i had to pooop at the doc before i saw him. had to poop at school went home pooped twice and that was the last time. my meds are getting me pretty drowsy tho so i cant really focus all that much :/ but better than pooping

Food Poisoning

Sunday I went to eat at Gin Sushi with Jackson. I treated him out to dinner because he helped me with my Philosophy exam last week. We ordered a couple of different sushi, but everything was WRONG!! I can't believe they sent us the wrong stuff, because almost everytime we go to gin sushi I am satisfied. I wanted this lobster roll i had last time with my fam but i got a hand roll o_O yuck its huge and hard to eat...forreals who would order that in a hand roll O_O!!! Another thing I ordered was the Dragon Roll which is supposed to be avocado and eel on cali roll....which came out to be RAW Salmon on top of cali roll... of course i just sucked it up and ate w/e they gave us but since i wasnt sure about my rolls i didnt question it even tho jackson thought the same thing. and he ordered another side of shashimi salmon which is ALL RAW stuff...

The reason why I am so angry about my dinner was because later that night i caught a huge FOOD POISONING!!! I woke up at 1am threw up my dinner...i was feeling cold, shivering, and i had a hard time falling asleep. i woke up at 3am again and thew up again. went to sleep. woke up at 7am contemplating to go to school or not since i was feeling so SHITTY. but i went anyways because i didnt wanna miss a lab or get lost in class for missing class. my body was aching when i was at school like sitting there hurt so bad. after school i went to pick up some pepto bismal and tylenol. When I got home, I tried to eat a hot pocket. It was hard to eat because I had no appetite and everything I ate I was scared that I would throw it up. after that I took a pepto bismal and knocked out for 3 hrs!!! thats the longest nap I ever had... woke up around 6ish took a shower and ate dinner then took those Asian medicine balls. Oh yeah i had diarea throughout the day too I forgot to mention hahah :X but yeah anwyays I fell alseep around 8:30 and woke up at 3ish because I slept practially the whole day and night. I emailed my boss telling him I wouldnt make it to work and he said it was fine.

This morning I felt a lot better, I probably coulda went to work but since I already called it off it was a good day just to relax. I had just a lil diarea this morning but I think I'm okay now....THANK GOD!!! it was the worst feeling of my life!!!!

p.s. I still don't know if it was cuz of the food poising from the sushi or because of the diet pills (Alli) that I was taking I started on Sat and sun...I havent taken it since sunday... kinda scared to use it again cuz it coulda been the culprit too :/

boring summer days

[My last event with the girls...Jessica's bday]

Back to my boring life. I had summer school starting two weeks ago but last week I dropped the class..stat 50 was too hard. :( maybe i shouldnt have dropped it but it was too hard too much to learn in a week and my first exam i already got a 41%. I need to find a job so I will have something to do in the summer. Everyone is gone now... Karen is in Ohio for an internship. Nancy just left to VN for some volunteer work. everyone else has a job and what not. :( I miss my girls..I dont hang out with them as much anymore. But I guess I'm gonna grab some drinks with tiffy this week cuz i text her to catch up and stuff :)

summer days are usually supposed to be fun. I guess I should start making plans :P but im so lazy and im so broke boooooo....

Collective Haul~!!!!

From top left to Right
1. Benefit La Bamba $28
2. 3 free samples from Benefit (BADgal, Posietint, the POREfessional)FREE
3. Vita-K (for fading acne scars)$15
4. Macadamia set with shampoo, conditioner, leave in cream, and healing oil (got it from Hautelook)$27.35
5. Sonia Kashuk eyeliner $6
6. Maybelline define a brow $5.59
7. Maybeline line stiletto $6.24
8. Loreal cream eye liner $10.69
9. Wet N Wild eyeshadow quad Lust $4.49
10. Wet N Wild eyeshadow quad Vanity $4.49

So I've been shopping for random makeup lately. :P I'm excited to try out all these new stuff I've already used the Wet N wild Vanity Pallete and the colors are really pretty! :) I've been curious with cream and liquid eye liner lately so thats why theres so many things for liners I dont use liner on top of my eyes often but ive been loving that look lately. :) I bought the Benefit La Bamba because I wanted the free gifts hahaha but i also wanted to try the new blush since i really loved the coralista color and i knew it would be just as beautiffuul!! hehe anyways imma write on reviews that i love later on kayyy

xoxo
Susan

SIA- BREATHE ME

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

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this song is on repeat<3

I heard this song on Pandora and I fell in love with it..its very deep and kinda depressing but i guess its kinda the way ive been feeling lately. so sick of my life..i hate going to school. i wish i had a job because ive been broke for the longest time...i have a dentist app to either get my cavities filled or get a root canal and im scared of the pain and the cost cuz i cant even afford it and my parents dont wanna help me pay for it. uggh...i know i shouldnt rely on the for money but i dunno i guess i just want the support or that they care. all they tell me is to wait and not get it fixed wait till i find a job that can pay for my dental work o_O waiting it out will just likely mess up my teeth. they dont really care for oral care so they dont think it is a priority. they dont even think health is a priority until it "hurts" like my parents are supposed to get a hep b test but they have yet to even ask or be concerned about it. my bro and sis have it and i guess my mom passed it down to them....anyways this is a longer post than expected i need to get back to hw.. :(

Happy Chinese New Year

The Year of the Rabbit! I heard its bad luck when its your zodiac year. :[ i hope its not true. so far i think its kinda good luck because a lot of stuff happening with my fam right now. but i guess i found out some good news today. but i wont mention much since this blog is public. hehe.

Nail Polish Storage

so i was watching a youtube video of TiffanyD's nail polish storage and I thought her idea to store her polishes were great. So I went to target to get the snap on container organizer. :) It was a bit pricey though. $11.99 O.o but it comes with 2 storage bins lol. Now I can see all the colors of my polishes a lot easier :) i dunno what to use this pink tin for now.

before



after

Aiden my cute nephew

another update of my life with pictures of my nephew!! omg he has gotten so big now..hes 7 months now :D love love him!!

Winter

Well, Today will be the last day of my winter break. hmm it was pretty chil and i didnt do anything fun at all this break. lol my xmas was w/e my fav xmas gifts were the comp monitor from jax and my chanel perfume from karen. haha and my new years eve night was nothing big either. i just went to eat with jax at tokyo table and went back to my house to watch new years eve specials.

This break consists of working at my moms shop; staying home watching tv series like the office and Dexter; hung out with jax a lil bit; hung out with the girls twice or 3 times. Tomorrow I'll be taking Econ for winter intersession...i hope its not hard or boring haha. ok thats it for now. lates.